Hmmm

I had a lenghty post started about things I've realized this weekend involving my writing, my identity, my career goals. But apparently my thoughts are still fuzzy on the matter because I got distracted in the writing of said post and couldn't get the train of thought back. Suffice to say that I'm fed up with the stupid things I've been doing to myself about my career goals, my identity, and my writing. They helped me deal with some big life changes, and they allowed me to get to this moment of reflection, but now they're just annoying and useless. And yet they're still hanging on. It's like walking around on extremely dry land in full scuba gear. Not helpful. More on this later.